Such a good day!

Definitely top ten<3>I woke up in such a good mood and I think that set the whole day up for me. :] Classes were kind of boring but in Civics we played football. Sarah and I kicked butt and totally won. We are the only team in our class who is still undefeated. Hopefully we can keep this up.

Then at break it was time to announce Prom court. As you can tell from my millions of other blogs, I wanted to be a princess really bad. So when they were about to announce the first name my heart stopped. But much to my surprise my name was the first one called! I was beyond happy. I didn't like standing up there in front of the whole school because I felt like I was being judged. Girls were giving my dirty looks but I just ignored them. This was my moment. :] The other girls on court all know each other really  well except me though. I feel like the outsider hahaha. But whatever. I could not be B math studies test and it was a complete j o k e. SO easy. I just hope paper 2 is just as easy. Then I got to see some of my favorite people after school and then went to BJ's for dinner with the fam bam<3>

However, all good days have their downfalls. I read something today that I am pretty sure is about me. I don't think so highly of myself usually but I think it is safe to assume this. And what I read hurt me. :[ I had no idea he was so upset. I really wish people would communicate with me more. I mean how do you expect me to just automatically know what your feelings are. If you don't tell me or make them clear, then I remain clueless. And then for you to blame this on me? To put all of that on me? I'm sorry. I didn't know being ignorant meant that I was in the wrong. It just frustrated me a little. I wish you could just come out with it. And the whole thinking boys are just candy? Ouch. I didn't know you thought so low of me. But whatever. I mean this may not even be about me. But like I said, I have a strong feeling it is. Maybe I will bring it up to him one day but for now I need to cool down. 

Well I am going to sleep now because I have a long day tomorrow. :]

Good night moon<3

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em[ily]

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^^ I'm a Princess. My GIANT crown says so!<3^^