Then why in the world is it so hard to find in this jumbled mess we call life? I feel like I am wasting my time. I know I am young and have so much to learn but how in the world am I supposed to learn when I don't have any chances? Things are just messy right now. I finally found someone of interest for the first time in a while. Which for me is a huge thing. But the thing is I am not anything that he would be interested in. I need more confidence. :] I always seem to catch boys at the wrong time. When they aren't looking for anything. It sucks. I'm always a little to late or a little to early. Oh well. I figure I deserve to be chased once and awhile right? I want him to make the move. But I suppose he isn't willing to take a risk. Which is understandable, I'm not really anything worth taking a risk over. And these guys only seem to create this assumption even more true.
ANYWAYS!
Spring break has been amazing<3
New York is absolutely everything I thought it was an more. I had so much fun! I have made up my mind that I will go to school out there. I can't even explain how amazing everything was! I wish I could go back this very instant.
Six Flags Magic Mountain was fun yesterday for sure! I love my friends<3>
Hopefully things will get better soon.
ALSO!
I really want to go to prom. I need to find a date. I also would love to be on court. I hope people vote for me. I would like nothing more than to be a princess. Gosh I want this more than anything. Well my fingers are crossed. Wish me luck.
I have a test tomorrow...yuck! I hope I do well. It is bettime now. Thanks for reading about my life as of now. :]
xoxo
em[ily]
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