want, desire<3

I think this watch is so cute<3 So classy. Simply chic. 
These are just wonderful. They would look fantastic with my LBD<3 I think my new obsession is Valentino. He designs the most amazing things. These pumps are perfect.
OH MAHH GOSH! I fell in love and it was with this bag. I isn't darling? haha. You have done it again Mr. Valentino. This bag will be mine one day.
So simple and so cute! I love these :]
I have had my eye on this bag for quite some time. I think it i so cute and it would go with so many things. Sure it is not my Juicy purse but it comes close :]

I realized that I hate online shopping because now I just want to buy all these things. Too bad designer items cost so much money. :[ I need a new wardrobe haha. Or more like I would love to have a new one. I suppose my clothes are perfectly fine but change is something that is definitely needed.

Nothing has really been going on lately. The STAR testing schedule really messed me up this week. It seems like the week dragged on forever. Thank goodness tomorrow is Friday. But this weekend is pretty busy for me. 

Prom court is decided next week. I am PRAYING that I get on court. I want is so bad and I can't wait to find out. Ahhh I'm nervous! haha.

My love life you ask? Non existent as usual ha. But I realized today that nothing matters anymore. With boys or friends. People are always going to talk to try and make things horrible for me and if people want to believe what they hear then fine. Looks like you just lost a friendship. Honestly, anymore, I couldn't care less if you want me as a friend of not. That is your decision. I love each and every person in my life. So it is on you. :]

I still wish that, lets call him N, would notice me. Or at least realize that he is amazing and worthy of a girl to love him. He is just to blind to see what might be right there. And that is fine. He will make on girl VERY lucky one day. Sadly that won't be me but I guess I brought this on myself in some way or another. For now I'll continue to admire from afar. That is still good. 

Actually I just need better timing haha. 

I need a trip to GMR soon. I want to check on my sunflowers and take some time to just relax<3 

My new found obsessions[in list form]:

1. Jacks Mannequin. I forgot how much I love them<3
2. Every Avenue. New but instant love.
3. The weather recently.
4. Dancing anytime and anywhere!
5. Happiness.
6. Grey's Anatomy. I left you for awhile but you have sucked me right back in!
7. Novels with those ever popular dark mysterious heros. Not really newfound but wirth mentioning.
8. Ellen Degeneres. Also left you for awhile and I apologize because you are simply amazing.
9. Hugh Jackman! sexiest man alive.
10. Online shopping.
11. A Day to Remember and Mayday Parade blasting in my car. I love the dirty looks I get or the surprised ones too. 

Well it is almost bedtime. Just a little bit of homework, then sleep time. :] I miss my jamies ha. XD

Goodnight,

em[ily]