I love this ^^ I have a folder of them on my desktop. When I am feeling down I just read these and they instantly make me feel better! It is funny how a few nice words can make a person feel so good about them self. And yet, we choose to spread words of hate instead of encouragement. I suppose it is out of jealousy. But nice words go a long way :]

Today was a wonderful day! I got my sonnet from Matt Macias and it was so cute :]

"What is there to say that has not been said

That thou are far more beautiful than most

Beauty that shines more than a flower bed

To that we all raise out glasses in toast

Much grace in one being is so divine

The elegance thou has amazes all

When thou enters a room thou always shines

Thou deserves to be taken to a ball

It saddens me when thou are sad and down

One that is beautiful deserves more

There is no need to worry or to frown

Thou have no idea for what's in store 

For thou is the standard of true beauty

To remind you of that I make my duty."

I almost cried when I read this. I love it! And it really did make my day<3

He is one of my favorite people for sure.

Ugh now I have to study for anatomy and type this script for DTASC. This group shouldn't be so bad. I'm actually a little excited for the scene. Good night loves!

_Favorite song quote of the night:

yeah my babys pretty as a car crash subtle as a splinter 

yeah my babys smooth as sandpaper warm just like the winter 

screaming catch me if you can with a cigarette in hand 

and its love 

its heavy and it hurts and its love

xoxo

em[ily]

5:00 is my favorite time of the day.

Attractive, I know haha. Went to GMR Friday. It was wonderful. After a crappy day it made everything better. And I was with great company.

This is my favorite place. Well one of them. Everything is so peaceful and quiet. It is a wonderful escape from the busy, stressful, drama filled days of high school. If I could come up here. Things are not how they should be right about now. Nothing is right. Nothing is new. I need excitement. I want something new. Lately I have only felt tired haha. I think I'll take up yoga.

While we were up there the butterflies were dancing around us. And it made me want to be a butterfly. Even if only for a little while. To be able to fly free and dance around in the air. That would be simply wonderful. But I found this picture ironic. Ironic that something so beautiful was drawn to a spot on the whole mountain next to something so ugly as a cigarette butt. There were so many on the ground along with broken glass and beer boxes. People are so inconsiderate. At the very least if you are going to destroy the body that you were given you can at least clean up your mess so you don't ruin the earth. But I like the picture none the less.

I love these<3 style="TEXT-ALIGN: center">This weekend has been good so far.

I found my LBD today, and I can't wait to wear it! And my sweaters are so cute. I did a wonderful job even though the whole experience was rather disappointing. I and counting down the seconds till I go to New York! I have a ton to do tomorrow.

Also, I ned new music. Maybe I'll do some research tomorrow. Then my jams will be better than yours<3

well goodnight!

xoxo

em[ily]

So today was a good day :] I found a new obsession of mine! When I get bored I take pictures of myself. Hence the above photo :] Sue me. I'm a narcissist haha. Jk. But in all honesty, I do like taking photos.  

We have a rally tomorrow and I am actually very excited about it! I enjoy rallies very much and I have no idea why. No one else likes them. And this brings me to the topic of conformity.  I constantly hear people saying, "I will not conform, I want to be different" or "I refuse to listen to your mainstream bands because they are boring and everyone else likes them".

Really now? Seriously? I think that is the stupidest thing I have ever heard. I was thinking about this on my way to Anatomy today. 

I think people should stop trying to be different because your sense of self is the finished product of everyone you have met and all the things you have heard in society in one way or another. So stop trying to focus on how different you are than everyone else. Live your life. Have fun. Dance, sing, laugh, and love. Listen to the music that interests you and only you. Not because it is hip and trendy. But now I am just rambling. :]

Anywayssss, I also realized today that I LOVE dancing in my shower hahaha. I know I look completely stupid but I love it. Shoot, I LOVE dancing just about everywhere. I enjoy the looks people give me as I rock out in my car. Especially then!

Pros and cons about my day [in list form!] GO...

PROS!

1. I woke up and actually had time to get ready.
2. My teeth looked really white and I finally got to wear my skirt!
3. Had a great English and Math class today. [I know I'm a nerd, thanks]
4. lunchtime! at home was relaxing.
5. Rally rehearsal went well, I am so excited.
6. Head shots were funn.
7. Maddi Waddi time and screaming Brittney Spears

CONS.

1. People made fun of how white I am...
2. Rejection and the aftermath.
3. laziness of certain people.
4. Inconsiderate friends.

Seems like a pretty good day if you ask me :]  kbyee!

xoxo

em[ily]<3

First post !

I want this dress. I have a feeling if I found it it would be a ridiculous amount of money. I think I will try to make it my self. It looks rather simple. A white tank top, layers of tulle, and ribbon. If I can't figure it out, maybe I can ask Jacqui if she will do it for me<3

I'm still figuring everything out. Need to finish my quiz right now. K bye!

xoxo 

em[ily]